My Appologies Dearest. →
I’m sorry I can’t be as light hearted or fun, I’m sorry that I don’t joke around as much anymore. But none of this is a joke to me anymore, I don’t want to be flimsy about my intentions or…
End me, save me, tell me something, but for the sake of love, do something. I’m sitting here in open, honestly expectling either my world to be beyond my wildest dreams or to end in the most passionate tragedy. I love you. And it’s quite possiably the only thing I am sure of other than being
I’m not gonna be able to survive this year in peace. I can’t keep doing this. I am a weak hearted foolish thing. I just, I’m gonna wear out by the time I see you again. I love you, goodnight.
Hopeful Thinking →
I’m a hopeful thinker you see, so all I see is potential. Maybe you might like a hopeful thinker, I like to think that. Where are you? It feels very far away to me.
Bloody Fuck →
How is it that one picture of you basically takes my entire night of concentrated thought entirely out of whack and I’m back to the beginning of the night again, except its like 7 in the…
My Tombstone: →
“And he died of an aortic rupture”
Graduation Speech to Live By →
Ladies and gentlemen of the class of ‘97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists,…
There is nothing wrong with me. →
Ever get the feeling that your skin is just barely keeping everything together? Like there is energy just under it’s surface, pure and volatile, ready to just shred the outer layer and break free,…
This is why I can't even concive of a God, only... →
yeah i know, but that’s what it’s like, and I refuse to lie about it.
Repression of Emotion →
I just wanna sit there holding onto you, forever, no joke, no stupid outlandish and unrealistic understanding of how long that is. It’s all the time ever left, cept it keeps going even when all the…
Single Edge Blade →
I keep watching movies where people are cutting themselves. It stings me really badly every single time.
Time and why i no longer worry about it. →
Because you said so. Actually your kind of absolutely right, but I probably actually listen to you, and that probably makes more of a difference than if anyone else said so. I guess its sort of in…
I’m probably going to use this as my mobile blogging site and see if I can’t import my blogger stuff, why can’t they just release an awesome iPhone app like tumblr or wordpress? And if your wondering why not just micro blog on the fly here’s why: 160 characters is not enough for my usual texts much less my thoughts, yes I’m ling winded, it helps when writing essays,...