December 2009
16 posts
By Flavius Stan It is Christmas Eve in 1989 in Timisoara and the ice is still dirty from the boots of the Romanian revolution. The dictator Nicolae Ceausescu had been deposed a few days before, and on Christmas Day he would be executed by firing squad. I am in the center of the city with my friends, empty now of the crowds that prayed outside the cathedral during the worst of the fighting. My...
Personality: Urban Sophisticate, Artistic Soul, Alt-Rocker, Shutterbug, College Student, Geek, Home Chef I fear they are spying on me…
Is it just me or did Aubrey Plaza go from like semi awkwardly cute to really really good looking, like distractingly so. Can we get this girl more screen time, like primary cast member status screen time.
I had a multisession dream, it was all one long sequence/story, but I woke up three times. And all the primary characters were girls I had crushes on throughout my life. The entire thing felt very fond and warm. I wonder where my dreams go once I finish dreaming them.
That was her lisence plate, she was the girl who drove 300 miles south for the winter with me. It started out innocently enough, I had driven for about an hour and a half, and decided to stop at a reststop, refuel and get something to drink. I got ready for the next two or so hours of driving and headed off on the 5. From behind me I see a white car rolling up at what had to be at least...
I was packing things today, and looking through my boxes for wires, and then I came across that box full of all my old pictures and scraps of papers, and bits of things, small mementos…and in the middle a red bow, your red bow. You know for once I know this isn’t a fleeting emotion, just a haphazard feeling created through a mixture of pop culture, media, music, and my imagination, I...
Looks like I’m driving out today. A long open road ahead of me. The wind in my face. The scent of manure in the air. The small artificial towns created by stops along the way. The weird side paths. Should be fun, I kind of think I should just leave now, get there in the daylight.
Une femme est une femme (1961) Good Dick (2008) The Truman Show (1998) Lolita (1997) Lolita (1962) Being John Malkovich (1999)
Where the Wild Things Are Pirate Radio Avatar District 9 Inglourious Basterds Up in the Air The Hurt Locker An Education Julie & Julia Zombieland Youth in Revolt Daybreakers Taking Woodstock And I have to buy a copy of 500 Days of Summer.
http://www.thedoghousediaries.com/?p=559 and so i was like who the hell is rafaann http://rafaanandlauren.wordpress.com/ and then i see June 25th 2009 and then i’m like HAHA he referenced himself and covered his ass, brilliant! the dog house diaries are hallarious by the way
everything’s just a joke. the comedian is right.
I like the endless beautiful sadness, I still smile now and again. But maybe Jennie is right maybe I am actually getting older. To be content with all that pains you, is that what age brings? Old soul, i get that a lot. I wonder if 4 years from now I’ll be wondering why I didn’t do more when I was 20, or will I still be complaining about 8 years ago. Fuck, i better go outside and fly...
you cant break my heart because my heart is made of liquid because it melted when i meet you. not in love with anyone. just very lost, alone, and aging. i still love you though, that just can’t change. i just ate an onion to see if i could taste it, it tasted sweet and painful, that’s what you are like for now.
You spend your life fighting depression; it's the default human condition. The shit we buy, the people we hang around with, fuck and even love are just means to an end, a way to stave off the crushing loneliness that is to be alone and unloved. We buy into the idea of happiness as portrayed by the mass media, that happiness is found through social engagement, through the expenditure of the...
I’ve optimized everything in my life so much, that I currently have nothing that needs doing and nothing I really want to do. I might actually bore myself to death. Everything feels stuffy though, and nothing feels very complete or satisfying either.
